Reviews from some Readers

-“Uncoiling” rises from the basket of a storyteller deeply immersed in discovering the music and magic of her heart and mind…..


-It was clear from the beginning of the book that Judith was dealing with issues much larger than herself. It addresses the importance of a multidisciplinary approach that is necessary to work with any illness or life challenge.


-I read it in one sitting! I am amazed you could be your calm professional self during the years of your illness.


-WOW! WOW! WOW! WOW! WOW! Read it all last night.Totally captured and absorbed me and left me breathless. So much Love and clarity and wonderful sharings straight from the heart chakra. NY TIMES best seller for non-fiction material.



I found “Uncoiling” to be a compelling medical narrative that is truly an expression of the archetype of the wounded healer, one who has more to share by having experienced a crisis and emerged the stronger from having done so. There is the added weight of witnessing Judith’s growth in her training as a somatic practitioner, as she gains intimacy with physical beingness. This sets her authority for what occurs to her physically and emotionally in her journey.
One wants to cheer along with the author’s victory over a major medical emergency! Relief and hope shine through.  Mary Oak
 
 
This was a wonderful read by Judith. I thoroughly enjoyed her writing about her life, health and all that lead up to the aneursym and her recovery from it. She has had an amazing life and even more astounding episode with the aneursym. I am glad that she took on the project of writing book to share with others her story. Thank you Judith.
 
 
Judith Marcus’ book is a great read. As I read it in the midst of my busy life, I rarely put it down. Her voice is brings clarity to personal crisis – which she moved through with immense sensitivity. She exposes her personal wishes throughout her life and shares about life’s ability to exceed our dreams. She also freely expresses some of the repetitive thought patterns that disturb us and perpetuate anxiety. Throughout the book she confesses her gratitude for the support of her friends, the expertise of her medical treatment as the aneurysm threatened her life, the love and care of her partner, the training she received from her renowned teachers in the field of healing and somatic education, her clients in her private practice, continued healing from local teachers, and her continuing studies through books. Her story inspired me and awakened my own capacity for gratitude.   Janelle Keane

Looking for a copy of Uncoiling? Now there is a NEW edition.

 

April 2020

Just before the Covid 19 restrictions were put in place I had re-published my book, with some corrections (there is a platinum coil in my head, not titanium). Also I combined the “postscipt” pamphlet into the book. The book is no longer available at Amazon(unless you can find a used copy) nor at a bookstore but you can contact me if you want a copy and I’ll be happy to send you one (or more). JudithMarcus9 at gmail (you know the rest).

New Postcript Chapter to Uncoiling

I have just finished writing: Uncoiling the Elements. a postscript to the book. It’s a summary of what I have learned in the past 4 years, both in my practice, study and personal healing. Different ideas than in the original book and new stories to learn from.

At the moment since there are still some copies of the original book, I am selling it as a booklet or sending it out for free as a pdf. When I reprint the book, the chapter will be included. So if you want a book, booklet or pdf please contact me!

By itself the book is available at Bastyr University bookstore, UW bookstore and from the Upledger Institute.

August 2016: postscript chapter to Uncoiling almost finished!

I have been writing about how my story and healing, and thus everyone’s can be experienced through an understanding of the elements. Earth, air, fire water and others.it includes theory and stories, poems and references of exciting new ideas in the healing and manual therapy world. Ready to insert into book as a pamphlet or get from me as a pdf in September. It is just a chapter, filled with new ideas and experiences.

 

 

 

November 2013

The book is in its 2nd printing! Many thanks to the International Association of Healthcare Educators (IAHE.com), local Seattle bookstores, Amazon and clients.  I am now giving talks to vascular/stroke support groups. VERY interesting discussions. People have the most amazing stories of their experiences. I learn so much from them. My focus continues to be developing body,mind and spiritual awareness; and merging the techniques and knowledge of traditional /complementary and modern/western medicine with technological advances and current research.

This sounds like a mouthful, but in this fast-paced world we have to take responsibility for our health and dance with all the possibilities!

I have a distributor

Partners West is distributing my book all over the 11 western states so most bookstores order through them if you want to order a copy. Locally in Seattle the book is at University Bookstore, Santoros, Mercer Island Bookstore, Eagle Harbor Books, Lopez Island Bookshop, EastWest Books, Orca Books. Moonraker on Whidbey, Two Dog Yoga studio, Bastyr University and Bastyr Dispensary. THANKS for the LOCAL support!!! (available not so locally at California Institure of Integral Studies in San Francisco…and Amazon as print and ebook, Nook and Kobo too!)

Book Talks: All Scheduled

May 15 at Bastyr University at noon

May 18 at Orca Books in Olympia at 3 PM

May 31 or June 1 in Seattle at IAHE/Upledger class (details TBA)

June 1 at Village Books in Bellingham at 4PM

June 2 Eagle Harbor Books at 3 PM, Winslow, Bainbridge Island

what have I been doing lately?

writing letters to medical narrative programs to see if they are interested in my book. Setting up some book talks:

MAY 15– Bastyr University at noon with Mary Oak and her book Heart’s Oratorio

JUNE 2–  3PM @ Eagle Harbor Books on Bainbridge Island

waiting to schedule in Bellingham and Olympia: check back!

Uncoiling: A Case Study of Myself (for the Feldenkrais Magazine Senseability)

 

 

Four years ago, I became my own case study after 30 years as a Feldenkrais Practitioner and a student of other somatic studies.  The  body/mind/spirit trainings, so engrained in my cells, prepared me for a rapid recovery from intense anxiety and a brain aneurysm.

 

 For many years I had recurring panic attacks. Trying to stop them, I repeatedly  misinterpreted many body messages. I kept looking inward for messages from my guides, and evaluating sensorial and kinesthetic information with minimal results. I tried meditating to control the anxiety, studying and analyzing dreams and lying on a variety of practitioners’  tables to solve my nervous system problems. I attended ATM classes to interrupt my body-shaking and search for a calmer rhythm to my breathing pattern.  I also searched for healing in my yoga and qi gong classes.  I was losing control of my mind and my life. This intense struggle with worsening anxiety culminated in my acceptance of allopathic medication after I understood that my body simply wouldn’t make the chemicals I needed to function calmly. I was both relieved and disappointed. Relieved to be able to function again and disappointed that there didn’t seem to be a pure somatic answer to my illness. Or was there?

 

I kept searching for answers. I still hoped to solve the anxiety using a non-medicating method. Attempting to access my non-conscious for guidance, I painted, a therapeutic process I often used. My painting notebook showed images that looked liked twisted bodies, some with red drops here and there. I thought I was like Frida Kahlo, whose damaged body cried tears of blood. Three months after the date on one of my paintings that showed a tube of dripping blood coming out of a colorful brain-like shape, an aneurysm ruptured in my head!

 

Blood seeped out of my right vertebral artery, resembling what I had painted months ago, and I had a seizure which alerted my husband of the need for urgent care. The sensation was a nail in my brain! I recalled nothing for a day or two until I woke up in the Neuro-Intensive Care Unit and was told I had had brain surgery.  “What kind of brain surgery?”  I wondered. Being a knowledgeable kinesthetic practitioner, I wiggled my fingers and toes and noted that they moved; felt my head and noticed there were no bandages, nor hair missing. Then I whooped for joy at the realization that I was OK: I was thinking, talking, sensing and moving. I later realized I was using all the sensing skills I had developed during years and years of ATM and FI work, as a practitioner and as a student in order to come back into this world, for I had almost died .

 

 What exactly did these life events mean?  I pondered the recurring anxiety and the aneurysm rupture as I recovered and eventually wrote a memoir to sort it out. In the meantime I relished the indescribable delight at my first steps in the ICU toward the end of my stay there. The feel of the cool hallway floor on my bare feet. The mobility in my joints. The joy of my body moving, alive, interacting with the world of movement. I felt so many details of the body’s ability to move; the breadth of feeling traced back to years of lying on the floor in ATM classes.

 

Two weeks later, I was recovering at home where I spent most of the time napping, and lying down, resting. I couldn’t read or watch films because of the damage to my eyes (blood travelled down the optic nerve and scarred the retina) and because of my sensitivity to light. So there was plenty of time to meditate and do simple ATM lessons. I especially focussed on the breathwork, watching and playing with the small movements of my body as it responded to my breath’s easy flow.  One day instead of resting on my back, I spontaneously put my legs straight up a wall and began to move my ankles in various ways, reminiscent of ATM, yoga and lymph drainage work. I realized my healing had progressed to another level!

 

I went back to work two months after the aneurysm, convinced that working with clients, touching others with awareness and precision would help me improve. It was true.

 

Later that year, I visited a Feldenkrais professional training program near my home and did some lengthy ATMs. My ability to move with ease was rusty and I observed how much brain effort it took to try to move smoothly once again. I could feel the neurons growing and reconnecting. I returned to familiar yoga and Qi Gong classes, applying the ATM principles to every movement I did in those sequences and in daily life. 

 

The one day I dared to go to a Zumba class, for I love to dance, and found that following the rapid movement changes was nearly impossible. My motor processing was so slow! Soon I began to go regularly, again using these classes as ATM classes (rapid ATM classes!) retraining my brain.

 

I feel very strongly that all my awareness training helped me recover rather quickly from the aneurysm rupture. However, its location was an act of GRACE and the reason I didn’t lose any motor function. I had to cope with “typical” brain injury fatigue and that meant I had to rest a lot more than I was used to, and slowly relearn and reconnect the damaged neural pathways. 

 

In my private practice, I have treated many brain injured clients over the years and I now found myself to be one, having to follow my oft-repeated suggestions in order to heal. Blessedly there was little damage to my body, just a disturbance in my more refined activities. My kinesthetic self now feels less rusty and displaced.  I use the eye lessons to help my eyes continue to recover and to further heal my brain.  And I still receive, FI, cranial, visceral, lymphatic and neurological tissue work frequently.

 

What did I discover during these past four years? Well, I have softened and accepted more use of allopathic medicine in my life. After all, I am sane, alive and functioning. A miracle. Writing the memoir helped me recognize the important events of my life that led me to seek a meaningful career.  My therapeutic practice fosters my dedication to helping people.  I help clients listen to the messages of their body and inner self in order to make life decisions. And I encourage them to develop of a foundation of awareness and body sensing that the Feldenkrais Method teaches so well. 

 

 

2012 Judith Marcus, MA, LMP, Seattle, WA.

 

Judith trained as a Feldenkrais Practitioner, graduating in 1987 concurrently with an MA in Somatic Psychology under the guidance of Don Hanlon Johnson, PhD. In 1973 she earned a BFA in Art. Recent trainings include many years with Dr. John Upledeger, Dr. Jean-Pierre Barral and Dr. Bruno Chikly, studying cutting edge osteopathic techniques. She has taken influential workshops from Gerda Alexander and Joyce Riveros (Eutony);